A little over a week ago, I had a dream. My shaman/mentor to..
Added 2021-05-21 01:44:56 +0000 UTCA little over a week ago, I had a dream. My shaman/mentor told me I’d be joining her on a retreat this month. I had already decided I wasn’t going... And so I told her again, in the astral/while I was ‘dreaming’, that I couldn’t come... “I’m uprooting my life. Everything is changing so fast. I need to be home to do these things. My lease is ending... I’m going to be houseless soon! I don’t know if I should spend the money.” She looked at me and smiled. “But you’re coming.” I woke up and tried to brush it off. But I couldn’t. I actually still didn’t know the dates of the retreat... I didn’t even know the location. And when I received the invitation in April, I immediately decided I was “too busy” and cast it from my mind. But I couldn’t get the ‘dream’ out of my mind after waking. I knew it wasn’t just a dream. So that night I texted her before bed. “It’s kind of a big deal when you visit me in my dreams, so I guess I need to tell you, you told me I was coming to the retreat.” She called me... she had the same dream. She said she woke up that same morning and felt, “oh, she’s coming... I guess I’ll be hearing from her soon.” She wasn’t commanding me. My spirit had simply told her I was showing up. When I sat with it and allowed myself to feel into it, I realized... these excuses are simply just that. When you get a full body YES to something, you listen. As it turns out, even though I’m quite busy... the timing is perfect. As always. So anyway... I flew to Utah this morning. I have now met my friend - my teacher, my healer, my shaman - in the flesh, for the first time since beginning this work over 5 yrs ago. And soon I’ll be meeting the other handful of women joining us on this journey. Something switched in me a couple months back. And all I can say now is, I’m all in. I don’t know what to expect over these next few days, but it doesn’t matter. Whatever the universe asks, I will do. I will be.
